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2012-03-24T00:38:00.000-04:00

Favorite moment of last week.

Bubba all propped up in bed with pillows, lookin' big, beefy and happy. I straddle his lap and spoon fed him a whole pint of Häagen Dazs Butter Pecan Ice Cream. (His favorite) The look of content and eagerness on his face with every bite (priceless) So Frickin' Cute! The other reward? Feedin' Bubba makes him horny :P

Uh

2012-03-23T16:36:00.001-04:00

Ruuuuuuuuuuun!

that's all :P

Still here

2012-01-01T18:29:00.000-05:00

I'm still here..Just busy busy. Oops guess that goes against my blog title.

So what have I been up to lately?

I am still with Bubba. 15th of Jan. will mark 1 Yr and 2 months. Was just this past Friday he said I love you for the first time. I was so relieved, I had been wanting to say it myself for awhile. Eventually told myself I wasn't going to say it until he did or unless I accidentally, well more like naturally just blurted it out one day. Feels great to get that kind of confirmation on someones feelings and where we are at thus far.

Just here recently I received my T-shirt from LT-Shirt Company. I managed to take a few pictures before batteries went dead on camera and also they went dead before I had a good chance to figure out how to place the camera so ALL of me was included. I have yet to take any more.

The reason behind picking this shirt was because, "Woof!" is what I say to Bubba all the time. He's always like "RAWR!" and flexing his arms at me and I reply back with "Woof!". So it's fun and cute :) Thank you Tony. (The Third Leg)

Another thing I have been busy with is designing a website for an Actor a friend of mine introduced me too. He was needing a website and my friend thought I was a good choice. Granted I have a bit of knowledge doing that but have never done it for anyone but myself.

His name is Brad Potts, some of you might know him from the latest Dish Network/Blockbuster commercial. He comes in at the END in the GIANT cowboy hat.

He is also the Sargent in most of the Advert commercials for Skysport Rugby World Cup 2011.

Also he was in the movie "Water for Elephants" played the strongman in the Circus.

I have almost completed his website, he is a busy guy so working around his schedule when he is free to be able to get the stuff I need for content to finish it. As of Saturday I have the rest of the stuff I need to go ahead and finish it, so that project will be done soon.

Another thing that is coming up in the next couple of days is THE BIG DENTAL appointment. This has been years in waiting, finally going to be done. I will have
a new bridge for my front teeth. I am anxious, nervous and excited all at the same time for a new smile. Of course the first bridge is just a temporary, won't be until March I will get the permanent one put in.

The Falling Leaves

2011-10-11T05:51:00.004-04:00

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I was chatting with Bubba a couple weeks back, we chat on yahoo when we are apart.

He was being quiet. I asked him what he was reading or watching. I always suspect he is either reading news articles, watching aviation videos or studying when he is quiet.

He shared this with me, something I have not heard before. I told him, "You just showed me a side of you I hadn't seen before, Thank you. Now I really miss you".

We say that a lot when it has been awhile since seeing each other. Either it be via text or yahoo. It's always, I Miss you...Missing you....Can't wait to see you...Right after we part it is...Missing you already.

I just saw him yesterday and yes, I miss him already.

Bitch is Crazy

2011-08-20T02:57:00.001-04:00

Okay I have never been one to post about politics or religion. Mostly cause I see my blog as a conversation. Politics and religion are what I myself see as conversation faux pas.

So all I got to say is:

Is this BITCH FOR REAL? I'm sorry but "IF" I was on this woman's team, I would be yanking her silly ass off the train! Bitch you are making us look bad!!

BACHMANN FLUB

BACHMANN: Gay Families Are Not "Families"

Okay so those were just a few links of interest. I thought Palin was an idiot. This lady takes the cake. Sad thing is, other idiots out there that will vote for this woman. That is a scary thought.

This train wreck is funny to watch though :) In words of Kathy Griffin: Gurrl Down!

Culinary Boner

2011-08-13T02:44:00.000-04:00

Been awhile since I posted anything new. I've been kind of caught up in playing pool and working my "Culinary Boner".

So as of lately, I have rediscovered my inner "Foodie". I've have always known I enjoyed cooking. Actually, I started out baking. I was around 16 and living with my mother and step father. I had already mastered the pool table that we owned and got bored at night. So I picked up baking. I don't do so much baking these days. I never was much of a sweet eater. I will still make the occasional pie, cake or batch of cookies.

I enjoy the cooking, but what really is exciting for me is cooking for someone else. I LOVE a man with an appetite and LOVE that Bubba has one. In all my relationships I've never really been with anyone that enjoyed food. In my last relationship I'm not even sure I got to show off my cooking ability to its full extent.

Since I've been with Bubba, (going on 9 months now) he wants me to cook for him. How exciting and sexy. Let me tell you, Muscle Daddy LOVES to eat! Not only that, he thoroughly loves it if I feed it to him and/or rub his belly while he eats. I highly enjoy seeing him content and happy with food that I have cooked. I'm just getting started in this process so what I have cooked for him so far has been limited. He has a healthy appetite, ( Big Boy needs to EAT!) plus it turns him on to have a full belly. Honestly, it gets my libido going to see how much he loves it. I get the reward of seeing him totally enjoy the food and that he wants to pounce on me right there bent over the kitchen table. LOL

I have fed him a few times, it is definitely erotic for me. So far to date, the glazed donuts have got to be my favorite. LOL I brought him donuts one morning, feeding him glazed donuts in bed and then having him lick and suck the glaze off my fingers...BOING! - BONER! I'm most certain there are going to be more favorites to come.

Being with him on this level has awakened this part of me that has laid dormant for quite awhile. We are so in tune with each other on so many levels. I find it very bonding, sexy, playful and exciting.

The cooking, eating and feeding is just one aspect of it all. There is still the contrast in body size, which physically and erotically is off the charts. We're talking about 230 lbs. of meat hovering, grunting and growling over 110 pounds, wanting to sexually eat it! Then there is the whole dynamic of personality and our treatment towards one another. Not sure I can cover all the words to describe that!

Belly rubs Bubba ;)

Sunday Pool

2011-05-03T08:06:00.000-04:00

So pretty much EVERY Sunday night I am out attending a Pool Tournament. Well apparently, there was Paparazzi this time, taking photos for Facebook.

I knew I should have worn my contacts on Sunday!

As you can see the only time I wasn't holding my phone was when I was holding a pool cue. Oh wait, that one picture...Never mind I'm probably still holding it just can't see it. FRIENDS were trying to take my phone away that night...Back OFF! I'm texting Bubba! :P

How Great Thou Art

2011-04-23T23:00:00.000-04:00

I watched this last night. Best performance of the night!

WS @ the 5

2011-04-22T23:38:00.000-04:00

Couple weeks back, Brian a friend of mine asked if I read the sign in the bathroom at the 501. NO-I haven't been in there lately. Actually, it might have been there for awhile I just probably didn't notice it.

This last Wednesday I managed to get a shot of it. Thought I would share.
(click to enlarge)

If you are having a hard time reading this image. The sign says:

Please Don't piss on the floor! Please! If you do need to be pissed on (And it's ok) Just be considerate of the bar and other customer's, and lick it up off the floor. Or see your friendly security person and ask for a towel. Thanks so much!

I myself don't partake in this action. I have never witnessed it either. However, I do know it does happen, among other things. LOL

BzyBits

2011-04-17T01:07:00.003-04:00

So I started a photo blog on Tumblr. It is not necessarily going to be pics of myself. Even though I have oodles of pictures of myself. I have collected quite a bit of pics from the net that got my attention :P and I will just share them on Tumblr.

My first post however is a photo of myself. Next one will be a taste of something else. Oh and this site will be NSFW!!

http://bzybits.tumblr.com

**I got rid of this Blog :( **

Sleepy Time Perv - Repost

2011-04-09T20:44:00.002-04:00

Sleepy-time Perv!

I've always had a problem going to sleep at night. I can't seem to shut things down and actually close my eyes and fall asleep. I could be drop dead tired and still, my brain would be working.

I lay down and close my eyes, and I begin to go back thru my day. I think about what I said, what I did, what I could have said or what I should have said. I also think about things I have to do the next day.

When I actually take my butt to bed, I will lay there for a good hour or two. Then it just gets later and later. Then I look at the time and get all anxious and paranoid cause I'm not going to get enough sleep. Then the pressure starts that I really need to get to sleep. Forcing it doesn't help, it makes matters worse. Then I get restless.

I've had some people tell me, that I need to visualize myself someplace. Like the beach or on vacation. How can I visualize something I have never done before or seen? That or just concentrate on the blackness. I can't seem to do that.

The only thing that seems to work half of the time is, I will just lay there and think about a sex fantasy. I try to concentrate on the details. How it would smell, the colors, the texture of things around me, the dialog, the sensations. Then my mind just seems to get lost in it and eventually, my inner eye seems to drift off in a haze and finally I am asleep. Horny, but asleep.

There is the typical guy thing, I could just jack off. Sometimes that helps me fall asleep. In most cases, usually not. After the throbbing settles down, I have to get up and go piss. Then after the trip back from the bathroom I am more awake. Then I feel I need a quick snack, then I need something to drink. Then I am back down again, but then by the time I get ready to doze off and things have faded to the back ground, I have to piss cause of the drink I had with my snack! Damn it, damn it to hell! I need a man in my bed to physically & sexually wear me out, so I can go to sleep at night!

I posted this again or bringing it back to the top because it really is a revolving issue for me. My sleep pattern is always out of whack cause of not being able to shut my brain off.

I will say though, "Liquid Mind" is nice to listen too at low levels when going to bed. I got introduced to it by Bubba when we would head to bed. Granted it does help me relax and sleep. But, it also makes me horny and miss Bubba when I haven't seen him in awhile.

Someone Like You

2011-03-31T12:58:00.000-04:00

Property of Bubba

2011-03-07T09:39:00.000-05:00

Somewhere on that list of the 30+ challenge was a question about what was your last item purchase. Of course that was much farther down the list. (I stopped at 30 days)

My most recent purchase was a shirt that I have been contemplating for quite awhile. I just couldn't make up my mind what I wanted on the front.(So many choices)

I finally went with "Property of XXL Bubba" I've actually had the shirt for some time now, but I wanted Bubba to see it first before I displayed pictures of it here. He actually saw the pictures first, before seeing it in person. Which is not what I planned, but he couldn't wait! lol

He loves the shirt. I like it as well and how it fits. I like the style of it too.

Big Fuckin' Cotton Boner

2011-03-05T06:15:00.000-05:00

Thank you Tony for sharing this with me. Frickin' HILARIOUS!!

Bad Teacher

2011-02-28T02:35:00.001-05:00

I can't WAIT for this!!

A Youtube Video

2011-02-27T23:58:00.000-05:00

30+ Day Challenge. (Ending) But still might pull some from the list somewhere down the road.

Day 30: A Youtube.

There is so many to choose from that I have watched. Decided I was gonna stop stressing over finding the RIGHT one. I have posted several Youtube videos here.

Here is a performance of Adele - Someone Like You.

"Nevermind, I'll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you.
Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said:-
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"

A Website

2011-02-26T19:47:00.000-05:00

30+ Day Challenge.

Day 29: A Website.

Gosh, so many to choose from. I know I didn't want to go with porn! I've already listed a few of those anyway.

So I am going with this one: http://eztv.it

If you know how to use a torrent program, this is a nice place to download any TV series or program that you can probably think of. I am a fan of "The Mentalist" and sometimes I miss a few of them. So this is where I get my back episodes, so I can get caught up.

A Recipe

2011-02-25T19:03:00.001-05:00

30+ Day Challenge.

Day 28: A Recipe.

I'm going to cop out on this one, mostly cause all my recipe's are still packed away after the move. Which eventually I do have to dig out, cause I promised Bubba I would cook for him.

I eat oatmeal for breakfast A LOT! Plus, I do like oatmeal cookies, as long as they are soft.

So we'll let Mr. Tony share a cookie recipe with ya. It's a guaranteed pleasure of a read.

A Recipe!

Talent and Hobby

2011-02-24T16:29:00.001-05:00

30+ Day Challenge.

Day 26. A Talent of Mine.
Day 27. A Hobby of Mine.

Well from my last post I think you can pretty much guess what my talent is. That's if you would consider it a talent. I draw and paint, etc. Just something that I naturally picked up. Of course I've had some learning to do along the way. That's why I am not sure it's considered a talent. Talent to me is something that you are born with, like a good singing voice or dancing perhaps.

Drawing and whatnot could also be considered my hobby as well. I think on this one I will have to pick Billiards as my hobby. I do it the most often and it is something I enjoy doing. It's also something I feel that I am good at. Drawing I hardly do anymore, unless someone wants me to do something for them. I will draw or paint something out of the blue it's something I can appreciate myself.

Song & Art

2011-02-22T15:34:00.001-05:00

30+ Day Challenge.

Day 24 & 25.

Day 24. A Song that makes you cry (or nearly)
Day 25. An Art Piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.)

I skipped over another one, that was "A photo that makes you angry or sad" I don't have any of those.

As far as "A Song that makes me cry (or nearly). Would have to be the one I used for my Mother's Day post a few years back. It was a song that I found and my sisters and I agreed to have it played at my mothers funeral visitation services. You can hear the song here, which was part of a flash movie I did as well.

Mother's Day 2006

Now for an Art Piece. I don't have much of my work scanned into my computer. I recently did do a portrait of Bubba. I can't share that one with you, only cause it's not scanned into my PC. Even if I did I couldn't show it, would give away his identity here. I am thinking of redoing it anyway.

So I will show you a drawing I did of Largetony. Then scanned it into PC and did a digital sort of painting with it in Photoshop. (not to bad considering it was done with a mouse and not digital Pen Pad) He has actually posted this on his old blog, so I know it's cool to share it again. :) (clickable for larger view)

Book and Quote

2011-02-20T22:41:00.001-05:00

30+ Day Challenge.

Day 22 & Day 23 Favorite Book and Favorite Quote.

Had family visiting this weekend so I missed my Saturday posting. So putting it in with today's instead.

I'm not much of the reader. So not sure I have much of a reference to go on as to what favorite book would be. The ones that I have read are few and far between. I have other things that I prefer to do that help me unwind and relax. (Paint or Draw)

I will pick "The Concrete Sky" as my favorite book. I couldn't put it down and it was a fast page flipper.

As for the favorite quote. "To Thine Own Self Be True."

Your Favorite Song

2011-02-18T16:31:00.001-05:00

30+ Day Challenge

Day 21: My Favorite Song.

Gosh, I couldn't just pick one. That is way to hard. I have A LOT of music on my PC that I listen to and I would say ALL of them are my favorite. So I thought I would pick a favorite song from a few genres of music instead.

Pop - Female: "Happiness - Alexis Jordan" - Liking this one cause I started hearing it about the time I met Bubba.

Pop - Male: "I like It - Enrique Iglesis" - Love the beat of this one.

Rock - Female: "Barracuda - Heart"

Rock - Male: "Uprising - Muse"

Country - Female: "Sweet Music Man - Reba McEntire"

Country - Male: "After All This Time - Rodney Crowell" - Great lyrics

I didn't embed the youtube vids directly, but they are linked ;)

9 more days to go and the Challenge has ended!

5 Good things that happened since I started the challenge

2011-02-17T18:06:00.000-05:00

30+ Day Challenge

Day 20: 5 Good things that happened since I started the challenge

Sadly enough I can think of 5 bad things more so than good that has happened since I started this.

Not sure I can come up with 5. So I will just say what things have happened since I started.

1. Received my State tax refund.
2. Received my Federal tax refund.
*these are good, I don't have to spend them on bills*

3. Bubba LOVED his birthday gift.
4. The weather has gotten warmer!
5. I've won the last 3 pool tournaments. (I think it was the last 3, starting to lose count)

Okay so some of those weren't all that exciting. 3 and 4 are the only highlights for me.

3 Wishes

2011-02-16T18:44:00.000-05:00

30+ Day Challenge

Day 19: 3 Wishes.

Wow just 3?!

1. Hope there is funding in March and April to finish my Dental work.
2. That Bubba recovers okay from his surgery from broken leg.
3. I land more stable employment.

Tomorrow is: 5 good things that happened since you started the challenge.

Although I don't think much has happened really since this started. Need to think about that one.

Something That Stresses You Out

2011-02-15T20:54:00.000-05:00

30+ Day Challenge.

Day 18: Something That Stresses You Out.

I'm actually skipping over 2. They are:

Put your iPod on shuffle, first 10 songs - One I don't have an Ipod. I had an mp3 player that was similar but gave it to my sister. I post enough music here that don't think there is a need to list 10 songs.

Your Dream Wedding - As much as I could answer this, I am not going to. One I don't see it ever happening anyway. I'm not so much about the wedding environment as I am the sentiment and who I will be marrying. That is what is important. I don't care that much about the fluff of it all.

So onto what stresses me out.

Unfinished business stresses me out. Specially when it is something I really want to do or passionate about and I get interrupted and I didn't get to finish it. I think about it all day. I rack my brain about how I am going to go about it next to get it done. Where I left off, how much farther I got to go. I have a hard time sleeping at night when there is unfinished business.