I have to say good-bye to my Fuck buddy. Happily for him, he is starting a relationship with another guy. Sadly enough for me, good-bye to some very good sex.
I'd be lying if I said that I did not become attached. We never had any intimate romantic moments or dates, we never crossed that line. I did have a sentimental attachment to him though. I was very attentive to his needs, more so than others. Not sure he ever noticed that or not. I'm also sure he was not aware that I was for the most part exclusive to him. Learning of his new relationship, I guess he was not all that exclusive. Not that we had to be or anything, that was not discussed.
I'd also be lying if I said that I did not want it to be me that he turned to when he was finally ready for something serious. We had that conversation and he said he was not wanting that. I always held my boundaries, as hard as it was.
I think now I can kick myself for not staying the night when he offered. Who knows perhaps things would have turned out differently.
In spite of his decision, I wish him the best. He is a great guy. We all deserve to be happy. Whether I was the lucky candidate or not.
On another note, not sure I will find another guy to where we share such great sexual chemistry.
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